The pain that slows things down ‧ Good reads

So... I have watched The Fault in Our Stars again this morning, it hit me so badly.

“There are infinite numbers between 0 and 1. There's .1 and .12 and .112 and an infinite collection of others. Of course, there is a bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2, or between 0 and a million. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities. A writer we used to like taught us that. There are days, many of them, when I resent the size of my unbounded set. I want more numbers than I'm likely to get, and God, I want more numbers for Augustus Waters than he got. But, Gus, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn't trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I'm grateful.”

She is so beautiful. You don't get tired of looking at her. You never worry if she is smarter than you: You know she is. She is funny without ever being mean. I love her. I am so lucky to love her. You don't get to choose the ones you hurting this world, but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices. I hope she likes hers. 

I never know the words could break me into pieces. This is a great story, I even bought the book for my collection.

It's 1419 now.

I am supposed to do cleaning work as this is the only free time I have so far, but stomach is aching, stopping me to do things. Yet, it is also raining now, so chilling. It is so hard for being a girl, as all of us need to go through this pain every month. Mm, but it is also a good chance for a girl to be stronger. As the words said, what doesn't kill makes you stronger, as long we get over it, it doesn't call "pain" anymore.